anti-matter of hope (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} joemess) wrote,@ 2007-10-20 00:00:00 |
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fuck the passing bleakness
sometimes i want to masturbate and die
life feels so meaningless sometimes
sometimes sometimes
walk away from the struggle
so much of life is caring for shit you don't want to care about
and yet, what would i do if i could do anything
i have no idea... travel?
i can reject almost anything as being not enough
it must be nice to feel ok with the bullshit and succeed
i don't believe in this shit, but i was once told that i am an old soul
i'm an exhausted soul
depression has me by the balls
life has you by the balls
squeezing
i wish i could put life on hold and go to sleep for years sometimes
but the way things are going with the world
it might be too scary to wake up
sometimes i want to masturbate and die
life feels so meaningless sometimes
sometimes sometimes
walk away from the struggle
so much of life is caring for shit you don't want to care about
and yet, what would i do if i could do anything
i have no idea... travel?
i can reject almost anything as being not enough
it must be nice to feel ok with the bullshit and succeed
i don't believe in this shit, but i was once told that i am an old soul
i'm an exhausted soul
depression has me by the balls
life has you by the balls
squeezing
i wish i could put life on hold and go to sleep for years sometimes
but the way things are going with the world
it might be too scary to wake up
