anti-matter of hope (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} joemess) wrote,@ 2008-03-19 00:43:00 |
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signs point to it all being meaningless
references:
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0477348/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/U._G._Kris
there are the usual desires for greatness, money, meaningfulness.
making the world safe to fuck in
but really i barely walk upright. sleep, live dazed, incoherent, as distracted as my stupid sweet cat. cuddling with one's loved one is about as good as it gets. the heart rests in that moment while all else is somewhat of a strain on a thin wire. but we can't be still. can't go on, must go on, where, on, why, on, nowhere on.
i slept for 3 and a half beautiful hours in the middle of this day. i carve my initials in nothingness.
references:
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0477348/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/U._G._Kris
there are the usual desires for greatness, money, meaningfulness.
making the world safe to fuck in
but really i barely walk upright. sleep, live dazed, incoherent, as distracted as my stupid sweet cat. cuddling with one's loved one is about as good as it gets. the heart rests in that moment while all else is somewhat of a strain on a thin wire. but we can't be still. can't go on, must go on, where, on, why, on, nowhere on.
i slept for 3 and a half beautiful hours in the middle of this day. i carve my initials in nothingness.
